Welcome to my blog!! This should be an interesting journey for me and hopefully you will follow along with me. I am going to be using this blog to help me to stop the swirling that is my brain and find the life I want to live. For many years I have been running from responsibility as a result of trauma from when I was a wee little one, 8ish. I decided then that I did not really care anymore because no one else cared either. To my personal detriment, this attitude of "I do not care" about anything including myself has been with me for over 30 years. Now, I must stop this non-caring and get a life that is fulfilling and peaceful. After many many many years of not caring and shirking my responsibilities, my life is really on the edge of crumbling. This is not acceptable to me. As never before, I want to reinvent myself into the person I see in my mind's eye as the best me ever. I have been blessed with a warrior of a husband and amazing friends who are inspiring me finally to take the steps I need to take for myself to"fully realize my potential." (I know, so cliche!)
Thank you for being here to begin what I hope will be an amazing trip!